hi.

this is my new blog, and i’m not very good : D but i’m trying.

end of my world.

i’ve cut yesterday, again. i don’t know why i’m doing it.. just.. everything is awful and i don’t have any reasons to live here, in the world where is not anything else than shit. the reason why i cut.. it’s just.. that helped me a lot.

in my life everything is gone. yeah, i have friends, many good friends but.. something is missing. my ex-boyfriend is going to the familyhouse ( i dont know how to write it in english, place where you have to go if you don’t behave ) my friend goes there too. 

lot of my friends saw my cuts in my wirsts. they said that i would never do it again. i tought that i can promise, they don’t need to see them in my hands and foots. but thei saw again. they were ‘worried’. i went to psycholog. there the adults said that my problems are not enough to cut and i need just kidding, if i think this is the right way. they said that, i am soooo childish, that i just need to stop because it not good for me. yeah, i care like a shit of that. thank you, very helpful —’

i think i never get out of this. i don’t know how long i can stand this - because i have tried suicide many many times.